And youll be with Grant, right?. Buck, you did something no other Captain has ever done and thats extraordinary., Buck lowers his head and whispers, I just IId feel a lot better if you were going to be there with me.__________. Yea, that would be stupid. There's no in between." He needed a break, he needed to find himself again. One Saturday changed everything. The gunshot goes off, and instantly, Buck is standing in the middle of the street with blood on his face, staining his clothes, in his mouth, everywhere. There was something holy about it, as though he were a fallen angel, a sacrifice to the gods and his only saving grace, his only hope at survival being Eddie.He began to run, regardless of the danger that he was putting himself in because his mind only had one thought and one thought only.Buck. Buck remembers his first New Years kiss, crowded up against the wall of an alley in New York with his best friend of two years pushing him back. Hes perfect a-o-fucking-kay, Buck talks and explains his childhood, he tells Eddie everything thats going on, Bingo Slot : Childhood Trauma, Flashbacks, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (41), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (81), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (28), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley (14), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Howie "Chimney" Han (8), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew (8), Evan, you talk of the pain like it's all alright (But I know that you feel like a piece of you's dead inside), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV). Didnt Buck work a 24-hour, and then cover Alvez for overtime? Bobby nodded. This - this is nothing. Only a small drop spilled the glass he was trying to hold, drowning him.Maybe it's time to stop fighting the water. this is the story from the nurse, the morning after his plan failed. He tells no one. cause a lot of people write it the other way around and i need to even the scales, Eddie is surprisingly emotionally vulnerable in this one, mostly mentioned or make a brief appearance. Buck has never been scared of the dark before, but this feels different, somehow. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos. Why does the word Family cause a visceral reaction? Youre the youngest firefighter to ever make Captain within the LAFD! strike that motherfucker with lightning and put him in a coma!! At least he gets to go home to his boys at the end of the day. What happens when Eddie notices something? From where he sat Buck felt his heart give a painful, almighty lurch because Eddie yelling at him or ignoring him was okay, Buck could deal with it. We could stop somewhere before we head back to the station or I could. Eddie considers Buck for a moment, Just people, I guess, sometimes the things they do are just., Yawning again, Buck leans forward, resting the side of his face against Eddies right shoulder blade. Work Search: A small thing happened, and he snapped. He loved the feeling of flying; the strange part of him felt grounded the higher he went, more connected to himself the more altitude he gained. Im okay, babe, Buck said with a sigh. Through pure adrenaline he was scaling the ladder, acutely aware that he was screamingvoice cracking through the thunder begging Buck to be okay and to just hold on. You were helping me dress, and there werent that many mirrors in the hospital a-and the angles all wrong " He falters, turning back to the mirror to stare at the scarring along his chest. He is introverted and afraid. suddenly evan buckley feels like maybe he has a fighting chance. Just you.. Buck, you took the Captain's exam and passed it on the first try. Theyve been through a few before. Buckley just keeps to himself and makes no attempts to engage with the rest of Firehouse 51 or any Firehouse he floats at. Or, Buck wakes up at 4 am for two weeks and feels like he's losing his mind. Why didnt you just tell me that uhyou dont know how to cook? Athena had managed to knock some sense into Bobby and he was finally welcomed back to the 118 with open arms. Drift Away Chapter 1: Reunion, a 9-1-1 fanfic - FanFiction.Net "Of course. forgotten by some, remembered by you, a 9-1-1 fanfic | FanFiction Since your leg got crushed, Eddie supplied, finally filling in the dots. ~ aka coma!buck spec fic where buck finds himself in his perfect life but can't help the feeling that something is missing. AU. after the lawsuit, buck is still shunned by the 118. he doesn't show it to them but it affects him so much he tries to take his own life. After the tsunami, Buck's feeling adrift and uncertain. Buck was tired, okay. Buck is mortified, and Eddie is comforting, and they talk and even laugh a bit. Who is this man? "Come on, man. You need to hold on.. Please consider turning it on! Bucks hit by lightning and Eddies has no choice but to wait for him to wake up. First, his sleazy lawyer. How do you know I didn't fall asleep? He asks with a mischievous smirk. Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. Or, the soft clothes sharing fic that turned a little angsty because these boys are idiots. "The F18 soared across the open water, a few thousand feet above the hard deck. - Hay algo preocupndote? After the hostage situation. He couldnt do life without Buck. When he got there he fell in love with his daughter and had all rights to her signed over to him. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. Actually I wanted to write no more lawsuit fics for a while.But I just can not say no when someone asks me. He was met with the most lovesick look on the other his face. Years later, running into the ghosts of his past while starting his new job, will he be able to get over the pain? It is only by chance that they see him again after a long time. You dont deserve him, Eddie says. They continue looking into each others eyes. Hes also pissed at me for some reason and it kind of feels like we broke up a few hours ago and I dont know why. About which thing? Eddie gave Bobby a look and Bobby gave a look right back. All of that means nothing to him, really. It's hard telling thembut it's even worse watching them not know what to do. What will happen when Chris shows up on his doorsteps one day and asks him to come back? No one on the team knows exactly what happened back then. Eddie knew he was pushing, but only a tinge; he wanted Buck to know he was there for him, always. Buck was silent the whole way back to the station. Delirious almost as he stumbles to the couches where Eddie has settled down. For a moment, he closes his eyes against the emotions building like a maelstrom, struggles to take in another breath of his own, before he tries again. Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. But he only takes advantage of Buck.Months later he finds out that he is pregnant.He has to cope with many problems. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. However, in the end, Eddie supposes it was inevitable. Im so proud of you! Bucks eyes go wide and then he starts laughing. When Buck is hurt on the job in 2022, he gets temporary amnesia, believing himself to be back in 2018 shortly after the earthquake call. Buck wondered if he had been a slave owner or some serial killer in a past life, forced to reap the results of his karma in this one. Why is he on edge all the time? tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (126), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (250), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (75), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley (47), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew (38), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (30), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Henrietta "Hen" Wilson (25), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Howie "Chimney" Han (22), Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (48). Buck had brought an old polaroid with him in the plane, the one his dad had given him when he went off to basic flight training. 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It's a tsunami fic guys - you know the drill. Buck couldnt be blamed for falling in love with his neighbour. And it won't be easy to see the once so cheerful firefighter carefree again. No, Buck waswell he was everything. Buck's quiet voice cracks as he speaks. Buck is trying to move on after been abandoned by his ex, Eddie is learning to deal with his disability, until a fire throws them both together and Bucks need to help people pushes him close to crossing the line with work but is he willing to give his job up for something meaningful. Buck is heartbroken after his team doesn't forgive him for the lawsuit. The team and Maddie eventually believe Buck is no longer alive. They learn that the last few years have not been easy for Buck. It makes Bucks fingers itch with the urge to reach out and touch him. He thinks he didnt want to die without finding it, but life has given him a lot of chances already. There's no in between." He is introverted and afraid. After a moment of silence, Eddie spoke again, gently scratching his fingers against Bucks scalp. Buck trailed off, Eddie waiting for him to go on, not wanting to stall his progress. I deleted it after a short time because it had many mistakes.Many have asked if I can post it again. On the edge of breaking down Buck cant sleep and Eddie sees. Their shift ran long, now Eddie's taking Buck home for a nap. in which Evan "Buck" Buckley is an aviator, Eddie Diaz is jealous, and Chimney would really like to know why that man's name is Bradley Bradshaw. Waking up in the hospital to the news that his sister has stayed in LA, Abby is gone, and he's apparently best friends with the army vet he couldn't stand at first, Buck struggles to gain his footing back into his life as his memory comes back to him. Buck and Eddie meet at a bar a week before Eddie starts at the 118. Its a beautiful night, a full moon shines down illuminating everything. it was anchoring, settling. What else is up?, Buck cracked his eyes open. Why didn't you tell me you were hurting this bad?, Buck closed his eyes, you don't tell people you're not okay, he said. Begin to live again. A helmet that should be on the head of the figure collapsed on the ground yards away. Eddie rubbed his face with his hands and sighed heavily. Because, if he doesn't feel this anymore, if he isn't like this anymore, then what is he? And that he has no contact with his eldest son, after he left him with his biological mother and her husband. Buck gets up and walks into the kitchen. Good for him, that Mac will always be there for him. It was like playing the guitar once again had awoken something in him hed buried long ago. buck is tired and it's eddie's first day back. In front of the man he left behind all that time ago because he simply couldn't stay. But to answer your question, there's nothing that has me anxious or worried, everything is fine.. His eyes fell to the spatter of red and pink near Bucks eye. And what will he do with all the feelings that arise during the rescue? fatal accident in apple valley, ca; covid test pitt county; kevin samuels zodiac sign; band music publishers; pennsauken police department ori number; Uh, one year since. But the baby fills his heart.118 ignored him for months. Caught in the rhythm of routine, Eddie remembers a few moments too late that hes meant to be entering quietly when he gets home from work. I'm yours, you know I'm yours, and fuckthat sounded so good to finally let out, I love you, not anyone else. There, by chance, he meets Buck. Hes grabbing at his chest because he cant catch his breath. Whats so special about tonight?, Eddie blinked, Um- Its Chris science fair. He looked out the window and over at the people talking by the kitchen. Buck hears about Daniel, the team ignores him, everything falls apart but one night it breaks; without having anyone disappears to look for himself. Its cold in my home.. Buck and Eddie's relationship through the years, but through the eyes of Hen. Buck and Eddie have heart-to-heart about Buck's sperm donation choice. You need to hold on, a voice says to him, were almost there, were so close Buck, were so close. Chimney is long gone, sprinting to where Hen cries out, the panic in her voice palpable and Eddie only has one functioning ear at the moment. His whole form is trembling like a fucking leaf and his chest is rising and falling unevenly with each ragged breath and with the way hes trying to hold back the whimpers stuck in his throat, Buck looks like he is on the edge of falling apart. Because here is Buck, standing there with his hands grasping the edges of the counter in a death grip and head dropped to his chest. Buck and Eddie have a moment in the moonlight. Evan squeezes his fists tighter. At the time . But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. You havent seen it yet, he says quietly. He knows that his childhood was not normal, by any means. Buck has gone through extensive therapy to be in the place that he is currently. He is stupid with exhaustion. Content warnings: lightning, emergency, cardiac arrest, pain, lightning strike, electrocution, contact injury, side flash, blast injury, heights, hospitals, passing out, loss of consciousness, panic attacks, anxiety, description of anxiety and panic, manipulation, threats of using a child to gain compliance but not in a violent or hostile way (just them using Christopher to get Buck and Eddie to not be dumb but still deserves a warning because that is kind of a sketchy manipulation tactic). He wished he could have more but he would take what he could get. I also made him take a nap which is probably the only reason hes sleeping right now. The guy then pulled a knife, and then stabbed Buck 5-6 times. Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. I will be uploading every week. He's scared to die, that much he knows. Please consider turning it on! What will happen when Chris shows up on his doorsteps one day and asks him to come back? Is everything ok?, Without looking up, Eddie sighs, runs one of his hands over his face and thinks, Its now or never. There is no shame in exempting help. He shouldve written that date down. What are we supposed to". Before Eddie knew what was happening, Buck twisted him around, dropping down low and extending a hand up to him. Unfortunately, its not exactly a new position to find himself in, legs drawn up to his chest, head resting on his knees as he listens to the shuttered breaths coming from across the room. Please consider turning it on! Everywhere he has gone, he's been chased or thrown out for being himself with his dragon. It's Valentine's day and Buck decides to take a gamble in giving Eddie some chocolates. "Hey," Eddie says, and Buck wonders if he's imagining that Eddie's voice is deeper than before. Shed wanted to scream, but hed covered her mouth so she couldnt scream. Something is definitely wrong, and Eddie is scared shitless. I didn't want to drag you into my shit again. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. There were many moments in the army hell, in the Dairy Freeze he worked in the summers in high school where the inclination wouldve made much more sense than a figure he viewed as family. Who is this man? Yea, that would be stupid. Buck is struggling, Maddie and Eddie help. The universe gifts Buck and Eddie a surprise on their first anniversary. Because of misunderstandings, no one realizes he is kidnapped when he takes the ambulance to the shop for repairs. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), Hed hit the ground, wind knocked out of him, but it didnt matter because Buck was stranded, suspended in the air as a perfect, unmoving target for the next strike. Will he get them to safety before blood-thinner boy bleeds out? Please consider turning it on! Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Eddie Diaz & Shannon Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Ana Flores (9-1-1 TV) Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Maddie Buckley. *Or lightning 6B spec fic because I have zero self-control. Experimentally, Evan looks down at his hands and bunches them both into fists. And then he hangs up the phone and lets out a ragged breath - one it sounds like hes been holding for much longer than the length of that conversation. Ch 1: Eddie's POV of the Lightning Strike and aftermath.Ch 2: Bobby's POVCh 3: Buck's POV, Pre-6b Speculative Fic.So spoilers of sorts if you haven't seen the promos/clips. But a simple question sends him into an anxiety attack. - Murmura Eddie en su cabello para luego separarse un poco, sin romper el abrazo pero para verlo a los ojos. - Eddie tiene una una sonrisa an ms maliciosa en su rostro. About the fact that he needs to take better care of himself or the fact, youre in love with him. Athena joins Buck on a journey where he learns to put himself first. Im home.. A helmet that should be on the head of the figure collapsed on the ground yards away. When what felt like the longest silence had passed, Buck finally went on. Both were silently sending out a prayer toward him. 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He has been hiding his dragon's existence since he joined the 118. His eyes are screwed shut, and he is grinding his teeth so tight that they will break. Insecure Evan "Buck" Buckley - Works | Archive of Our Own I didn't want to ruin that for you.. He was powerless against the Diaz boys and wanted nothing more than to be swept up in their everything. 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Please consider turning it on! Josephine is commonly known as Josie, the spunky 6 year old who everyone adores at the station where her mother works. Figures he will run out just as he begins to accept its time to find a life he can bear living. He takes Bucks other hand in his and interlocks their fingers. (And I don't see you), all characters except buck and Eddie are brief. tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply". He's literally trying to hold onto air. Heartbroken and sick, Buck wanders around. He would hold on for that voice if he could - he thinks he wants to try, if only so he never has to hear the pain laced through every syllable coming from their mouth. But, he thinks he's scared to get better, too. aka Buck and Eddie handle working a shift after their first scene. He knows the lawsuit was a mistake.To distract himself, he goes jogging at night.A fatal mistake. ---Danger looms as Taylor's career turns in new directions, leaving Buck torn between feeling proud and protective. You never have, and you never will.. Buck finds out about Daniel. - No estabas roncando. It was an unspoken rule at this point, so why was everyone always stealing his spot? But the way Eddie and Chris just waltzed into his life and acted like they belonged there . Buck and Eddie have both experienced traumatic things. Maybe he did mess up, but the 118 have proven that they're not the family he thought they were, and he's had enough therapy (Thanks, Maddie) to recognise that he doesn't deserve to live the rest of his life like this. Hes always up for a good joke, even at his own expense, if its not mean or hurtful. by Rachel 77.4K 1.4K 14 After catching her fiance cheating with his realtor partner, Aubrey Peters decides to sell everything and move cross country to LA. Buck is back at the 118 after the lawsuit, but the team hasn't forgiven him. Buck shrugs half-heartedly. He savoured each and every Eddie hug he got. 911buck firststory +7 more # 2 Shots Fired! Buck needs a firm hand sometimes, and Bobby is just the person to provide it. Buck remembers his first New Years kiss, crowded up against the wall of an alley in New York with his best friend of two years pushing him back. Or: a self-indulgent Buck and Chris napping together fic. And he needs Eddie to understand that. Work Search: The darkness of the city, even with lights and people and voices all around him, feels oppressive in a way he cannot put a name to. Buck couldnt be blamed for falling in love with his neighbour. Instead, hes unilaterally focused on the helmet sitting on the ground as innocently as if someone placed it there. Perfect. Their faces met, just inches apart, Eddie refraining from doing anything he might regret, like kissing Buck. tip: "uchiha sasuke/uzumaki naruto" angst kudos>10, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Rape/Non-Con, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Underage, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (6353), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (17041), Maddie Buckley/Howie "Chimney" Han (2275), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (2255), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley (1565), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (1257), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (1044), Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (1003), Henrietta "Hen" Wilson/Karen Wilson (725), its the heart that really matters in the end, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Evan "Buck" Buckley Takes Care of Eddie Diaz, COUNT MY LITTLE SCARS (i've got dozens down inside), which was the only thing that was available when I started, The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV).
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